Vocaloid Yaoi Fanfic Ch.10

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Kaito's Complications

Chapter 10

Some days has passed since the encounter that Gakupo and Kaito had. The blue-haired man complained about the deplorable state on which Gakupo left him, but at the end he forgave Gakupo just with some nice words and few caresses from his boyfriend. Kaito always fell victim of Gakupo’s charm; he just could not help it. As well, Gakupo apologized and he felt ashamed since he hurt him although he tried to be as gentle as possible, it seemed that Kaito’s body was very delicate;  that thought made Gakupo desire to possess him once again, but there would not be another opportunity and anyway he did not wanted to insist with that, much less after all the complaints about it. He supposed that it was a bad experience for Kaito and that is why he did not wanted to make his boyfriend go through that experience not yet awhile; so for their relationship ‘sake he would repress his lust and would wait until find the proper time even if that was not so good for himself.

The days passed quietly on the house, they did not have too much work to do since the new video was recently released and it was a complete success. An occasional presentation, an autograph signing on a mall, or a charity work; were what was scheduled on the Vocaloid’s agenda, in the meantime the ‘fever’ of the video pass, they had not to try too hard with the work and they had a lot of free time.

Both Kaito and Gakupo would wanted to spend that time together; Kaito dreamed to be able to go on a date with his boyfriend, perhaps to a place far away and in disguise so they would not be recognized by anyone. Being singers was a great inconvenience since constantly the eyes of the people and paparazzis were over them and they were not able to go out without being harassed by fans. So often Kaito got jealous while seeing a very seductive and smiling Gakupo, showing all his charms to his fan girls, anyway Kaito had to hide those feelings so their relationship would not be exposed.  

For that reason, Kaito proposed to the purple man to go out on a date as a normal couple, a very misplaced comment as a matter of fact they were not a ‘normal couple’. Gakupo laughed and gently caressed his lover’s cheek before answering; always showing himself calm and with a beautiful expression on his face.
“Lately although it’s only at home, we spent almost all our free time together; I don’t want to risk being discovered by anyone and that’s why I came out with a good idea to divert attention from our relationship, at least for some time so we can spend more time together later on”

“A plan?... Gakupo, tell me! What is it? I would do anything if that means we can be together” the blue-haired man did not know what would be the proposition, but he was sure that he would do anything that Gakupo asks him, even if it was a crazy idea.

“We should start going out with some people”

“Going out? You mean as on a date?! As a couple?!”

“Exactly, obviously it will be a lie, and it would not be necessary to have something serious with anyone. You just have to go out with a girl one day, and with another girl other day and I would do the same. This is only to distract the media and of course our friends as well.” Explained patiently, as he smiled and lifting the index finger of his right hand.

“NO!! I don’t want it!! I won’t allow it!! I don’t want to see you with anyone, men or women, I even can’t stand seeing you when you smile to the fans… I just couldn’t get over it, seeing you with anyone else…” Kaito raised his voice and started to sob a little. He was not so confident on himself, and at the minimum signal of the possibility of lose Gakupo’s love was enough to make him suffer.

“Don’t you understand? This will be helpful for us on the future. People is not stupid Kaito-chan, the other day Meiko-dono asked me why I spend so much time with you, always locked on our rooms; and of course I had to lie and tell her that I was helping you to practice your singing because you wanted to ask to the studio to have your own single. And now she is excited because she thinks that you had some initiative and that you will show a new song… even I made her promise that she wouldn’t tell anyone about your ‘project’ because it was ‘top secret’ and she believed me, however we just can’t continue like this because sooner or later we will be caught”

“But… it hurts, it hurts a lot thinking that you would fall in love with someone else if you start dating people, and you will leave me alone. Just thinking about it makes me…” Kaito did not ended the phrase as tears filled up his eyes, going down his cheeks while he tried to control himself without success.

“Kaito…” Gakupo suddenly took Kaito’s face with one of his hands and with the other one pulled out Kaito’s hands to make him look at his face. “Look at me, I want you to please look into my eyes” the youngest man lifted his face and placed his crystalline orbs on the other man’s face who was looking at him firmly. “Promise me, that you would never ever doubt me, I want you to promise that because I can ensure that there is no one over the whole world that could make me stop loving you, and otherwise my love for you is growing and growing every day. I can see things about you, qualities that even you are not able to appreciate and it’s because you don’t trust on yourself that you have all those fears; but I want you to know that even if you have a thousand of defects I love all of them and even if you don’t feel worthy of that, I’m the only one that is grateful about being in your life, and because you love me so passionately to the point of crying just thinking that I could stop loving you.” Kaito could not say anything after that speech, and the only way on how his body reacted was hugging tightly his lover.

Gakupo wrapped with his hands his lover’s body, trying to transmit him that feel of affection and protection that he felt. Trying to make Kaito trust on himself, and on his feelings. Gakupo could not find any other way to tell how much he loves him, it was indescribable for him, hard to transmit only with facts or words; he wanted and needed on that moment a way to be able to communicate the infinite love that he felt for Kaito, and the he got caught by the frustration of not being able to find that way. He continued embracing the body of the sobbing Kaito for long time, until Kaito separated from him to reach his lips and kissed him sweetly. The purple-haired man understood that he did not have to find a way to transmit his feelings, since Kaito already did comprehend them. The peace once again returned to them.

“I’m so sorry Gakupo, I promise I won’t doubt about you again, and I won’t make more drama of all this. And as I said, I’ll do anything you ask me to do, if you want me to go on dates with other people I’ll do it! Even if I have to kiss someone else, presenting her as my girlfriend to the rest of the world just to be able to hide our relationship and be with you later on, I’ll do it! I’m already sure that nothing could ever separate us and I want to thank you for loving me as well” the blue-haired man showed a bright smile, a smile that illuminated the whole place and reached deep in Gakupo’s heart; causing him happiness and the feel that even with a lot of obstacles, at the end everything will be alright.

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“Ga…Gakupo-san… You can’t! You just can’t do this to me!! Please, you already know which are my feelings for you, I thought I would have an opportunity” the pink-haired girl cried, she could not understand the man’s actions, since she have confessed her feelings some time ago.

“Luka-dono, please. I already told you that it’s impossible for me to correspond your feelings, pitifully I feel nothing for you and I would like to apologize, you will always be my friend, colleague and an important member of my family, that’s the way how I see you.” Patiently explained Gakupo, showing a calm expression despite the fact that he was very shocked because of her complains, which actually were unfounded since he already rejected her before. Anyway he felt bad about having to do it again, but he knew that it would be worse for her to know the truth of why he could not accept her feelings.

“But I thought that maybe if I tried harder I would get you to like me, that if you gave me a chance you would fell in love with me” the girl wiped her tears with a pink silk handkerchief. She have reacted on that way when she found that Gakupo was going out with a girl known by nobody, and that was not famous; just one day Gakupo went out and when Luka asked him to accompany him, Gakupo rejected her so she followed the man and saw him with that girl.

But that was not all; quickly the media caught him with that girl and the situation came out on several celebrity magazines and shows. After that Gakupo told to the whole family about his relationship, and that is why Luka was protesting about the situation.

“Luka-san! I thought I was clear enough the first time, I told you that it was impossible for me now and in any moment of my life to be able to love you, since I see you as a sister, and people can’t fell in love with their family. And please excuse me I have to go  somewhere” the man had to speak coldly and seriously, even it that hurts Luka it was the only way to make her understand.

“Gakupo-san…” the girl could not control her tears, she just watched how the man she loves turned away from her, having him so close all the time, but being unattainable after all. She realized that even if she tried harder, or even changing herself, nothing would make Gakupo love her. She stayed alone on Gakupo’s room watching him going directly to the arms of a strange woman who did not have her voice, her beauty or her charm, but at the end she was able to caught Gakupo’s heart.


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“Luka-chan, I have something to tell you” a week later of that, Miku spoke with Luka who was on the living room reading a magazine.

“What is it Miku-chan?” asked her curious.

“Is just that… I heard that Gakupo-san broke up with his girlfriend and now he has a new one!” a little bit nervous Miku decided to tell the truth to her friend. She already knew about Luka and Gakupo’ situation, actually all the family knew it however nobody said a word regarding it. They acted as nothing was happened, even Gakupo and Luka; and even knowing that the news would make Luka feel bad, Miku decided to tell her the new situation just to avoid her the pain of find it out by herself.

“Uh so what?. Good for him” said Luka indifferent to comment recently made. Although the truth was that she was containing her tears. Knowing that Gakupo was not able to correspond her feelings not because he was in love with another girl but because he turned to be a womanizer was too much for her to bear. She knew that nobody commands on their feelings, but she found that Gakupo did not love anybody. Knowing that hurt her so much, and she could not do anything but pretend that she did not care about it.

“I’m sorry if I bothered you, I just wanted to let you know about that” Miku was shocked about the reaction of the girl, and was embarrassed for telling her that, since she thought that Luka was trying to forget her feelings for Gakupo, and she wanted to help and support Luka, but the pink-haired girl was indifferent about the whole situation.

“You don’t have to apologize, thanks for your interest but you know: I’m the wonderful Megurine Luka and I just can’t lose over simply things like this, I must be always happy and beautiful for my fans!!”  Exclaimed her, showing a fake happiness.

“I see… well I’m happy to know that you feel like that, anyway you know that you can always talk to me. I won’t bother you anymore, excuse me” Miku went out of the room, without knowing how to feel after that, she passed in front of Kaito’s room and saw him pounding his pillow and crying, he forgot to close his door. “Kaito-san, what happens? Why are you crying? Worried asked the girl.

“Mi-Miku-chan!” immediately Kaito wiped his tears but Miku already saw the drama that he was doing.
“Something bad occurs? Can I help you?” the girl continued now worried about Kaito instead of Luka, and she wanted to help him.

“It’s nothing, just that… there is no more chocolate ice cream and I wanted to eat it so badly!” he lied.

“Coming from you I can believe is that” the girl smiled him and left the room, going straight to the kitchen, and opening the fridge, there was a whole new gallon of chocolate ice cream there. “What happens to everybody on this house?” what made Miku feel bad was the fact that she wanted to help her friends but nobody accepted her intentions.

“I’m so sorry Miku-chan, but I just can’t tell you about my problems” whispered Kaito once the girl left his room. He was very upset because of since the first time he saw his boyfriend with a woman, he felt jealous and sad, but the situation was often shown on television and magazines, and the worst part was that it was ruining Gakupo’s reputation, showing himself as a womanizer, it was enough.

“Gakupo, please don’t do this anymore, it’s so unfair! Why nothing could be easy? I would like to hold his hand, and kiss him and tell to the people that is the one that I love and that he loves me, but instead I have to see him with all those girls, and see how is ruining his career… it’s all my fault, it I was a woman all would be easier” this time Kaito ensured to lock his door, and this time he sat on the bed hugging his stuffed animal while he cried more. “I know I promise to trust him but, I don’t like the idea of him falling in love with any of those women, he told me he is gay but what if he changes his mind?” he continued tormenting himself; plus the fact that he still could not assimilate that Gakupo and him actually were a couple, even if they should have that as a secret, there was real that they were together but all that seems to be a dream for Kaito.


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“Gakupo-san, we need to talk” Satoo the manager asked Gakupo to came to see him on his office at the studio, in order to have a very serious conversation with him, Satoo was worried about the situation regarding the odd and frequent meetings of the purple-haired man with several girls on the past month.

“Satoo-dono, I know what you are going to say, I know the media is littering my name and my reputation, but I don’t care about that! I trust on my voice, and my talent! I have loyal fans that wouldn’t believe those articles” said Gakupo even before knowing Satoo’s opinion.

“Gakupo, you know that the gossips about the celebrities come and goes, and the people sooner or later forget about that; however a handsome man as you, with so many female fans should care more about this kind of scandals. We are not talking only about your career as a singer but about your personal life as well, there is so many crazy people outside and we don’t know how may react any of them” patiently said and his expression and face showed some sweetness as he spoke. Satoo stood up and walked to where Gakupo was sitting, he approached him with an indulgent expression and softly put his hand on Gakupo’s hand.

“What I care the most is your wellness, and I couldn’t stand if something bad happens to you” Gakupo took of his hand and he stunned stared the man before being able to react.

“Please don’t worry Satoo-dono, I will take care of myself from now on” Gakupo stood up and bowed to the manager. “Excuse me, if there is nothing else to say I’m leaving”

“That’s all for now, please be ready to hear news about the next Project that we have for the group”

“Then with your permission I’m going home now”

“Gakupo-San” the singer turned out to see what the manager wanted.

“Yes? Satoo-dono”

“Remember that you are so important for several people, and even more for me” the manager kindly smiled at him. As a matter of fact, Satoo was a handsome man, and when he smiles his expression was worthy of any movie gallant that was able to charm anyone. At that comment, Gakupo blushed a little bit; he bowed again with his head and quickly left the office.

“This man… I don’t want to think that he has another kind of intentions…”


To be continued…